Friday, 30 September 2016

Metamorphosis of the Ipsissimus
(Logos Sophia) 

The Empress 

Metamorphosis of the Ipsissimus

 Logos Mother and Child, Logos Father and Logos Son,
Logos Holy Tetragrammaton
Logos reality, a great truth
Lightening from Kether to Malkuth
It is dance, it is music, it is in the Air I breath
 In water, fire and earth, in their nourished unity
Burning inside, a flame in the heart
Whispered in Poems, Singing in Art
Logos Mother and Child, Logos Father, Logos Son,
Logos Tetragrammaton

There is no longer illusion of Choice,
when wed with a Logos Vision and Voice.
When Logos bestows the soul kiss of Eros
the virgin kissed is a new born Logos

The new Logos is born, in a great grid of Matter,
lights shadows away whose dimensions are flatter

'A Painter, a Poet, a Magician, a Priest!
A new Logos with the heads of an Infinite Beast!'
'This isn't the End my dear Meta-physicist...
a metamorphosis, Annunciation of the Ipsissimus!'

In her heart Burns a Furnace, although she remembers,
Where now Roars a fire, once whispered Embers.

To illuminate a dark Ego, with a feigned Ethos,
 a shadow to her like a Narcissists Echo.
 Ego tried to siren her into its slaving,
The Mask of an Angel, its shadow a raven
Beat the Ego with Love, the Logos implored
Starve it! Ego cannot bear to be ignored
As you deprave it, it falls apart,
Now you are dealing only with the Human Heart
Logos spoke to the Mask as it trembled with fear
Disrobe Ego, only Love lives here.
Ablaze like a Phoenix, speaking the Words,
Play with Hearts fires, you will get Burnt.

The Ego like Ashes,
The Logos Alight,
Like a Augoeides,
Lantern, in the souls darkest night

The Logos saved Ipsissimus from Egos Disasters,
'Don't serve like a slave when you can be a Master'

'It indeed appear'd to Reason as if Desire was cast out; but the Devil's account is, that the Messiah fell, and formed a Heaven of what he stole from the Abyss'
William Blake- The Marriage of Heaven and Hell

Pi reveals itself in the Soul. Enlightenment doesn't begin in the Mind, for the mind can be deceived by Ego.
'Prajna'- is the 'light that first must be ignited in the heart'. Enlightenment begins in the Heart.
The mind Intellectualizes rather than FEELS.
The mind is confused by Ego, it intellectualizes feelings, such as happiness and love, rather than experiences the FEELING of these emotions.
Happiness becomes a prophecy, of a future attainment, ideal or Goal, far from the present moment,  as an elusive potential- dependent on a network of tasks or things, rather than actually experiencing in the present moment- the feeling of JOY.
The EGO detaches JOY and LOVE from the actual experience, FEELING of Joy and Love, and intellectualizes them completely, until they are not longer really Felt or experienced.

The Ego is in the Mind. It is an extreme intelligence, so cannot be Mastered intellectually, by any kind of Mental Wisdom.

Love, and Joy, are an emotion which come from the heart. Pleasure and experience of Love and Joy, are a realm in which the Ego loses its Mastery, loses its power, as Ego cannot feign REAL BLISS, Real contentment, real Nirvana, so the language of Pleasure, or lack thereof, is the Mastery over Ego.

False pleasures, such as vices, addictions, don't actually make people illuminate with Joy. People misunderstand Happiness, as they are in the habit of intellectualizing happiness. So they will cling to Desire, things that they believe will make them happy, without the actual experience of Happiness. They are attached to Desires, as opposed to Love. Ego is desire, and desire is hollow. False pleasure. A concept of pleasure rather than its actual experience.

To understand the Cause of Suffering, and the cessation of suffering, is an inner understanding, leading to the complete annihilation of EGO. 

The problem with Ego, is that it doesn't come across as dark and villainous, if it did, it would be easy to identify as negative, and we would make steps to overcome it within ourselves. The Ego seems like something extremely positive, it has a way of convincing that it is moral and correct, that it is rational and reasonable. However, again, it cannot fake emotion. 

Babies, begin with the language of pleasure-or lack of pleasure.
They cry when they are hungry or soiled, sick, and they radiate the most beautiful love and Joy when they are contented- fed well, playing, see someone they love.......the language is very simple. Suffering, and the Cessation of Suffering. Pleasure.

A new born consciousness, awakening, works in the same way. We are stripped on all assumptions on what is reasonable or rational, and are forced to understand reality only in this simplicity- suffering and what the cessation of Suffering is. 

The language of our Souls. Buddhists refer to Dukkha- Suffering, Samudaya- Causes of Suffering, Nirodha- Cessation of Suffering and attainment of Nirvana, and Magga- Path of Cessation of Suffering. Known as the Four Noble Truths.

 I am not fond of Spiritual teachings or promises of future Paradise. I believe in Nirvana in this life, Paradise in this life.
I love Freud's  'Will to Pleasure', as a driving force for human kind, (rather than Nietzsches 'Will to Power' or  Soren Kierkegaards 'Will to meaning'........)
I was studying  Freud's perspective on Will to pleasure, loving the similarity to Epicureanism.
 Pleasure as a driving force for Mankind.

The Heart, the Soul, speak in Pleasure. And Lack of Pleasure.
The Ego cannot feign how one Feels.

Pi, reveals itself, and unfolds, resolves itself in Nature.
As the name of God, can reveal itself
As a Mother gives Birth, all kind of diagrams can be formed, all kinds of numbers, letters, equations....but regardless of these, the Woman will have birth as it is in her nature to do so, nature unfolds itself.

The Name, of God, could only reveal itself in the Heart..... in the experience of Nirvana, a language beyond Ego.

All these amazing formulas, numbers, contend with  the shadow of Ego in the mind, and God is dimension above Ego.
We cannot experience God, as a simple intellect. It is a language of Nirvana.
This Force, like Nature, unfolds and reveals itself without having to decipher Equations..... 

I have respect for the Human Being that existed as Jesus Christ, But, believe he is only one of many many prophets, and one of many many manifestations, of a multidimensional and multimanifestational Logos.
He was one of many many Logos.

Above, is representation of Written Logos. And a music Box.
Some of It reads 'She ain't cut out for this Business, more fitted to the clasp on a shiny ring/ I raised my fist and he hurridly jumped back, the Porquswine Prods/ Re; My Washbow/ Noises in the Churchyard, dispelled barbarism I have known for some time/ Miss Manners/ But in Vain but in Vain/ Then I saw through the painting, Noises in the Churchyard rang more liberties than I did/ May it all be so easy, I muttered under my breath, Roll out the Maps.............'

The Illuminated frame of the Painting, represents Chymical Rise and Fall
The Bottom Center is a Dark Kundalini- representing Saturn.

People talk so casually about Kundalini, but it is anything but casual.
Its initial awakening is very, very extreme.
It completely Takes over.
The 'Kundabuffer' is the Darker aspect of Kundalini. its what transpires from ones aversion to Kundalini, struggling against Kundalini.
 It is given the name 'Kimespai'- which  translates to 'Never allowing one to sleep in peace'
What makes this process difficult, is that people are conditioned a certain way, and to believe certain things. When an actual Kundalini awakening takes place, it can be very frightening and extreme. It can seem extremely severe.
That which is 'Never allowing one to sleep in peace' manifests in seemingly severe ways. Such as Sensations of intense burning heat like Fire, and extreme cold like ice, very unpleasant sensations up the spine.......nights of constant burning hot sweats, wed with freezing cold shivers..... allowing no rest.
 It is a temporary process. Wearing the 'student' down.

One cannot handle higher levels of consciousness with a polluted body. With Kundalini, one needs purity. A great Purification. Mind, Body, Soul. This seems extreme to Ego, and often people mistake their identity for Ego. So one feels Kundalini is adverse to ones identity.
And it initially causes great unrest.

The bottom Left of the Frame, is the Kundalini like George and the Dragon, it represents Mars.

The Illuminated Frame, Left center is Mercury
Top left is Venus
Nature is dualistic, it has its blessings and curses. Moderation is Freedom, excess is destructive.
Water to Nourish, is in its most severe excess, dangerous flooding, tsunamis. Fire is warmth, but destructive at its extreme. All of the elements have their blessing and temperance, and their destructive extremes.
The same applies for our nature, Human nature.
Human beings shouldn't live in excess, when people live impoverished.  It isn't a reasonable sense of morality.

Paradise and hell, are here. Any spiritual concept or idea of Hell, should not delude people with fear,  obscuring the hell that is here, manifest on earth. The hell that we can change.
 People live in poverty, all kinds of horrific conditions, while others live in absolute excess.
Hell is manifest on earth. Hell is spiritual, mental, and physical
Spiritual fear of an invisible hell, should not take away peoples responsibility and conscience to see reality and do something about the Hell that we can see, and can change.

No God has damned the poor people in 3rd world countries. Humans have damned them.
Many people have excused themselves from Moral Responsibility, in the name of  God.
It is detachment from reality.

On the Illuminated Border from top left to top right Venus, The Moon, The Sun.

 I had an experience in Florence, Firenze....

I was seeing these masks of illusion, that great darkness, wore such beautiful masks, and sometimes light needs to wear a dark mask. 
Love isn't just passive, it can be fierce, like a Mothers love for their child. Sometimes Love needs a dark mask.

One has not Mastered over Ego, without the awareness and mastery over the role of other peoples Ego in ones life. Egos will enter again and again, with illusions, deception, excuses....If one cannot Master over the Ego that other people project in their life, and the role of that Ego in their existence, then one has not mastered over Ego.

Mastery over Ego, includes the wisdom in dealing with others Egos.
The fertility and Mirth of Love, over the barren suffering of Desire. Ones reality is a choice, and the role others play in your reality is also a choice. When you lose attachment to desire, and others desire, the positive people, elements in your life are strengthened, and the role that negative people and elements play in your life are weakened, until they no longer have any effect.

Florence is such a captivating, beautiful place. I had many Visions there.


In the Illuminated Border on the top right, is the Sun, then center right is Jupiter.
At the bottom right, is the Phoenix.

Around the Border are the Alchemical Birds;
 Crow, Raven of Putrification
Swan of Purification, Whitening
Peacock- Once the Soul and Body are washed, purified, then the Chakas, Colours are Liberated. The great Peace of Purification, becomes the Ecstasy of a Chakra Dance
Pelican- Soul as both Mother and Child, the Power of Creation, creativity. In the personal Great Work, one now Contributes in the collective Great Work. Microcosm Macrocosm.
And Phoenix is The Infinite Eternal All. One Masters energy for Destruction, Disconnection, and Creation, Connection. That which is not Love, is burnt up.

The Golden Goat Head Mask

My painting depicts the EXEGESIS OF THE SOUL. Some of which is detailed in the Nag Hammadi Scriptures

The mystical Marriage. Sacred Unity, sacred bride and Groom. The Isis and her Osiris......'They will become a single flesh.' This is the Souls sacred marriage. The Soul with higher Logos.

Then comes the Regeneration with the beloved. The souls resurrection from 'Death', Rebirth.

Pistis Sophia
13 Repentances of Sophia, and the 13 Aeons, are like the Kabbalah tree of Life.
Malkuth to Kether being the first 10 Aeons. Ain Soph Aur, Ain Soph, and Ain, as the 11th to 13th Aeons.
The fall and repentance of Sophia, as depicted in Pistis Sophia, is like the fall into Klipot, and rise through the tree of life.

I am also in this painting, greatly inspired by Phantom of the Opera and Gilbert and Sullivan's Opera the 'Mikado', also Nietzsche's MASKS.

The 'New Philosopher' or 'Free Spirit', often wear masks to disguise their true nature. The free spirits  shun Dogmatism, and embrace the hardships of independence of mind and spirit' According to Nietzsche.
Some people don't naturally feel congruent in collectively defined reality, and can either be oppressed and inhibited by it, or embrace what makes them in-congruent. Run with their passion, liberty, rather than oppress themselves in a paradigm of the collective, that they are naturally discordant in.
Like Nietzsche's 'Free Spirit', or, 'New Philosopher'.

One Law for the Lion and Ox is Oppression. -William Blake, Marriage of Heaven and Hell 

Non Servaim- I Will Not Serve

Metamorphosis of Sophia. 

Higher Consciousness, is like having a three dimensional cube as this dimension, as a box.
Then reaching into the box, and pushing out the other side of the box, pushing yourself through to the next dimension.
As you pull back through the Box, the box collapses to a flat dimension, as though it has now become a flat shadow of the new experienced dimension.
So a new dimension, with knowledge of  pre- existing dimension.
As the former dimension has collapsed, you cannot go back into that dimension, you cannot go backwards in consciousness once you have evolved.
It is like an adult being forced to study in pre- school classes. 
The Consciousness no longer fits.
The Consciousness doesn't go backwards, if it returns to old attachments and Vices, it 'Falls'.
The illuminated mind is conscious and aware. Turning back to old vices is madness because it is consciously choosing illusions, that it has been liberated from.  Aware it is an illusion.
The consciousness Falls, it suffers.
Hebrew letter VAV, is a connection, a connection or bridge between the higher and lower dimension. VAV is 6, like a six sided cube, box.....

I perceive the greatest dimension as higher dimension of Light. A higher Octave of Light itself, higher than mundanely perceived light.  

Time is an illusionary measure. It could have been invented as longer measures, or shorter, it is a mechanical created illusion. 
As Einstien perceived time as Relative, with no concrete boundaries. There is no real measure, its boundless, relative.

We are living, until our last breath. we do not Decay, until we are dead. We are living, not dying.
Time is perception.

People judge the darker side of the Occult, but often someone who has really suffered, will never relate to the more blatant, seemingly positive paths.
Some people who have really suffered great severe trauma or grief, don't relate to talk of 'God is Love' unless they have been raised religious. The darker side, often offers a more earthy based, evidence based faith, as opposed to blind faith. And people who have experienced the darker side of life, relate to the darker side. Often it is a sheep in Wolves clothing- Love and liberty, veiled in the darkest mysteries of the Occult.

And likewise, the lighter path, is often a surface appearance, and not so light in Essence.

People need a door which is relatable for them. The darkest occultists, have helped a lot of people in this way, by presenting people with a door they can relate to. 'God is Good' seems almost sardonic to someone who has really suffered, or who feels the darker aspects of life.

Sometimes the sheep is in the wolfs clothing.

I give unimaginable Joys on Earth: certainty, not faith, while in life, upon death; peace unutterable, rest, ecstasy; nor do I demand aught in sacrifice. - Nuit, Liber Al Vel Legis, Aliester Crowley.

 Above Sophia, her Augoeides- Luminous Body, Logos, Tetragrammaton. Letters, Words, Numbers, Formulas, are in all of creation, a living Logos in people, and in everything.

At times I see everything as particles of Prana, of atoms. I look at structures of things, and see them only as particles.
Like a car in a parking lot, its dimension, the Structure, the light, and surrounding shadow....
And then the structure, and light itself as particles, prana or energy.
Everything can be coagulated as particles, like time and space.
And then I started to see everything in terms of their equations, numbers. I walk in nature a lot, and see all of the trees, everything, these beautiful rhythmical numbers, formulas, equations, so beautiful......and then these equations became letters, Hebrew Letters.
Then I see everything like a great grid of 'Matter', and within the grid, all of these tiny particles, these equations, these letters......It gives me a great ecstasy.

Max Planck said 'As a man who has devoted his whole life to the most clear headed science, to the study of Matter, I can tell you as a result of my research about atoms this much; there is no matter as such. All matter originates and exists only by virtue of a force which brings the particle of an atom to vibration and holds this most minute solar system of the Atom together. We must assume by this force the existence of a conscious and intelligent mind. This mind is the Matrix of all Matter'.
I was very happy to discover Max Planks work.

'The Soul Men will in a manner clasp to God herself. Having nothing mortal, she is wholly inebriated by God, for she glories in the Harmony under which the mortal body exists.
Having mingled the vital spark from two according substances- Mind and Divine Spirit, as a third to these he added Holy Love, the venerable Charioteer uniting all things'
From The Chaldean Oracles.....It makes me think of Freud's Ego, Id and SuperEgo, the Heart being ID.
People fear Love, because they fear being depraved, but that is because people confuse their identity with Ego. It is the Ego that serves vice. Its the Ego that serves Desire.
Ridding ones self of Attachment, is absolute enlightened freedom disguised as deprivation.

Process of Purification, Illumination, and Perfection.

This painting depicts birth, like an annunciation of life.
The Annunciation of Sophia the Logos.
It is the moment, the point, that it ceases to be death, the pain of death ceases, and is replaced by the mirth of being born.
It is Sophia's rise from the fall, now her fall is replaced with her return to enlightenment.
The Souls Apocalypse over, and the dawn
What if, what you seek, isn't where you expect it to be occulted or hidden.
But God itself, Life and Creation itself, was in the deepest pit, the depths of an abyss....
Like the Physical Universe itself, formed in a Black hole, Creation itself in the center of a black hole.
As in Hinduism, the Universe is formed from a darkness, and in Hesoid's Theogany, the Universe is formed from a void, a blackness.
What if the Soul itself, finds this Creation, this Life Force, in the center of a black hole, The Abyss.
Life, from the 'Valley of Death.

On all levels, in physical Universe, Metaphysically, Macrocosm, Microcosm. 
For example, a Dalet- or Poor Man, who has lost all of his possessions, income, vanities desires.....  The Psyche goes through a kind of Meta-physical Death. As one often falls into habits of identifying success with possession, with ones job, with ones finances, how they look..... When we are stripped of all these things, it causes a kind of 'Crisis'. But through that death, that upheaval, one begins to feel more richly than before. Like you find your soul again, and are liberated from illusions. A birth.
One often lives in a life that they aren't actually happy in, a crises can sometimes force necessary change. And rarely when people are comfortable, they master over Ego. Its usually through great upheaval, and completely loosing attachment to materialism and an illusionary identity.
The Logos, is Multifaceted, Multidimensional, multi- manifestational. It is in everything, like Prana or Atoms.

What if the Abyss, the Black hole, is a large WOMB of creation, where the spark of Existence itself is.
And all of the Chaos, is a perceived illusion, veiling creation.

I believe in Evidence based Faith- that which makes up an unquestionably big picture.

'And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the Music'- Friedrich Nietzsche

'The only difference between me and a Madman is that I am not Mad'-
Salvador Dali

Metamorphosis of the Ipsissimus
(Logos Sophia)

The Empress
Magna Mater

© Sapphire Frater

Wednesday, 11 November 2015

Sapphire Recently Exhibited her Artwork at the Carrousel Du Louvre, Paris France, October 2015

Friday, 14 August 2015

The Bride Of Osiris

'Bride Of Osiris'

The High Priestess
Letter Gimel
And Birth of Sphere of the Moon in the Universe.

 Magister Templi

Love, is the BEAST,
And Mind is EGO
SuperEgo, is the PRIEST

Osiris, is the HGA.

He is a Priest of Time and Space, A beast of Nature,
A Beast of Time and Space, A High Priest of Nature

People are so beautiful, when you see the Macrocosm of Great Perfection, rather than the microcosm illusion, of 'Flaw'.
  Love manifests in the mind as PAX AETERNA, eternal Peace. Imperfections, are the dis-ease of the Mind, Nature is Perfect, and we are Children of Nature.
I like the marriage of Beauty and the Beast, a story which derived from Eros and Psyche....that Psyche had become convinced Eros was some kind of monster, a beast. Psyche needed to see the face of Eros. Psyche is EGO, Eros is ID. Sometimes, the thing we fear the most, is Love. And the Psyche, Ego, has all kinds of fears, illusions. And Eros, Id, the great Lover, is a beauty deeper than surface- 'Bind Love', Eros is nature, and instincts.
Ego serves desire, it fears real Love.
Real Love, is Universal. It is Reality itself.

Our Chakras wed with the entire Universe- a Music of The Spheres, Microcosm, wed with Macrocosm.
The Planets within, aligned to a beautiful Symphony of the entire Universe. The Particles of all existence, marry with ours.

Kundalini awakening manifests itself in a condition I call Hyper- Awareness. You experience a sequence of consistent coincidences, which become more and more frequent, until they are meta- coincidence, well beyond coincidence, and your rationality, cannot keep fighting this new level of awareness, that things are indeed beyond coincidence. They become more and more of the bigger picture, the macrocosm, until the reality you had perceived previously, is no longer rational. It is a process of your old consciousness like a shell, cracking open so something much greater can be born.

Voltaire said 'What is Faith? Is it to believe that which is evident? No. It is Perfectly Evident to my mind that there exists a necessary, eternal, supreme, and intelligent being.. This is no matter of Faith, but of Reason".

 I am a Rationalist.

A Mantis, Praying.
Mantis is the Greek word for 

Torah, Logos, is forever LIVING and moving. It is not limited to books and scriptures of the past. That which is omnipresent, is not simply more holy because of its absence. 
Something Alive, living, present now, is just as holy, and we can all connect.
Prophets are Alive today, and have always existed. Great Leaders, Musicians.....people that influence the world with Love. 
Logos is multifaceted, multidimensional. 
And, Logos has a Shadow.


 White is the colour that comes after death. It is the colour of purity, and a soul that is washed clean, cleansed. The absolute Purity that comes after Putrefication, it is our soul re-born. That is why Bodies are wrapped in White, not for a mummy coming alive again in this world- but to lovingly prepare them for the next incarnation. Death is merciful, in the sense that it prepares us for New Life. Everything has its cycle. Alchemists experience a degree of this process while living. Its a metamorphosis of the Soul.

When I was grieving in Shock and suffering from Trauma when my Father committed Suicide suddenly, my Cat Hendrix jumped on my bed and lay on me Purring and purring, and she refused to leave. Her Purrs radiated Love and Warmth through my Body. She Mothered my Soul, just when I needed it.
A Cats Purrs are like the OM Mantra, they radiate ecstasy through the soul, they're very calming and healing.

I don't believe in Grey Areas. Its either Positive, or Negative. To have an in-between, is to settle for less than positive. Positive and Negative Energy is very clear and Precise. We accept whatever reality we affirm and create. 

Peace of Mind- allows for greater mental activity- mental fertility, hence why some of the worlds greatest thinkers- Einstien, Tesla, DaVinci Plato, etc were vegetarians or Vegans....Love manifest in the Mind, is Peace. Empathy and Compassion, is peace of mind. The mind thrives in Love. Imagine, Universal Love, for All of Life. How that manifests itself in the mind.

Ants. Social Structures.

(This piece is painted tiny, the picture doesn't have very precise definition)
My 'Light in Shining Amour'

And my Rhino and Eel.
I had a few dreams of Leviathan and Behemoth. (Book of Job) I danced with them. Sometimes, a sheep is in Wolves Clothing.
 I believe in the Infinite All, (very different than what I perceive to be a religious God.)  

Leviathan-the Eel, the Kundalini Snake,
Behemoth-The Rhino, is the Spine.

Sometimes we think we are the Hunter, when it is Us whom is Hunted.
The Snake, Lured into Kundalini awakening.

I discourage the use of drugs and alcohol, because they keep the consciousness comfortable in Slavery. They aren't conducive to its emancipation.

 Coming Back to Live, Kundalini Awakening
Emerging from the Abyss

 Hollow Shells. Like a Cathedral, God is just a hollow word, without LOVE.

Deus ex Machina, 
God in the Qlipoth, 

Deus Sive Nature
God in the Beasts, God in Nature

People are afraid of  the BEAST- but it is the Beast whom is afraid of them. The beast trembles, at the cruelty of man.The real Evil, is in the darker side of Man.
To live in reality of nature, all these magnificent creatures we share this existence, this universe with, is real magic, real ecstasy, real wonder and splendor of Life. Fantasy, is so dull in comparison. People have more affections, to fictional characters, than they do real living and breathing souls.
We can connect with a Pranic sea of Love- Enlightenment. Value of all Life, and existence, or we can remain Disconnected.

You cannot connect to Collective Consciousness, Universal Consciousness, when you are Violent, towards other Consciousness. You cannot connect, with that in which you are harmful towards. 

There is a difference between just 'being positive', and being conscious, aware of our environment, so that we are in the position to make positive change and contribution. Awareness is a certain Bliss, we can actually contribute positively, when we are awake and aware. Sobriety to reality, gives us real power, and only love is real power. The power to liberate.

Nauticalus Shell
Endoskeleton / Exoskeleton
Sequences, Padovan, Perrin, etc

I love Numbers, Maths, in terms of Dimensions.

Phi, has a Shadow. The darker side of Numbers, Formulas.

Death, is like looking at a caterpillar, and Grieving, that the Butterfly has left the building.

Wedding the Infinite

Viscera Piscies

The Desert Rose, Of Fertility, even in the Desert of the Abyss

Its a nice day for a.....Chymical Wedding
Beastess and High Priest

Song to Osiris

My Love! We are but natures BEASTS 
I am your Queen, your High Priestess, you are my King, My Priest!

Oh beautiful Osiris, You are my Orion, and I am your Sirius!
The Beast to my High Priestess!
The Priest to my Beastess!

For you! For You! My Love......for Me! We will nest in the Heavens of Eternity
A heart aflame and set Free
Constellations will paint Hieroglyphs of our Immortality
Our love Weds in Ecstasy

Our Hearts sing our truth,
The Bridegroom to my Soul, I am your Bride
Rising to Tipareth from the base of Malkuth
Our temple on Earth reaches the Divine

No Soul as resplendent as you,
Only Love, and only Light
No Ghosts of past, this love is New
You are the Morning to my Night

In your Lips, your exhale...a Universe
We intertwine exchanging breath 
A Trinity with Horus Birth
You are my Souls Magician- My ALEPH

For you I dissolve distances to any place,
Melt all the hours until infinite embrace
Together we are Masters of Time and Space

We will make a Home, between..... in the Heavens and on the Earth, 
Sharing in dreams and raising family in Mirth

Your eyes behold the Sun
In your heart a Child
Your Love is like the Morning Come
Gentle Priest, and a Beast, that's Wild!

He Is my Hierophant
A lover that is Keter-sent

He is a Priest of Time and Space, no FLASH in the PAN!
He is a beast of Nature! Like Lord PAN, in the FLESH!

With Osiris, these thistles in the Desert of the Abyss, are stars! Stars in the Paradise of His very existence!
I Will to Kiss Him! A Priestess of Time and Space, If only I could Master Patience!

Osiris is Natures Masterpiece....

John Miltons COMUS, is a great metaphor for Ego, Id and Superego.
The Beast -Comus, and beauty is the mind- 'The Lady'
The resolving factor is her Spirit- Virtues. SuperEgo.
A little like Platos 'Chariot Allegory', The EGO and ID will have conflicting directions, and the Supernal,God, SUPEREGO, acts as the Charioteer, guiding and resolving the needs of both.

The Base and the Crown, the Beast, and the High Priest. 

Sigmund Freud is a wealth of Genius.

 Heart, Body and Mind.

Bethe Lattice, wed with the Macrocosm, and are like constellations in the Heavens.
Wed with the Infinite All.

The Widow
The Fall
And the Prisons we Construct

Alchemically speaking, the seed for Gold, is already in the base lead. In the Crow, is the seed to become a pheonix. In Putrification, is the Seed of Purity, and in The blackest Saturnine night, is the seed of our dawn, the sunrise. At our darkest depths, we hold the beautiful seed of what is yet to come. Things are never what they seem, even in decay- is nourishment for future birth.

 I relate the word 'SALE' to the French word, meaning 'Dirty', its a good way to associate it with something very un-appealing.... All these things everywhere. When you have too many 'things', the mind can become too cluttered, you need to hear your heart over all of the superlatives. 
Money, is for Love, for dreams, for a nest-family, for comfort.
 But excess, is a prison. If Money isn't for LOVE, for FREEDOM, then, you will serve it like a slave. 
Slaves Serve, Masters Liberate.
 . When our heart is broken, from loss of a family member, etc.  You cannot buy anything, do anything, eat, drink anything.....all these things become so hollow and meaningless.
They only thing that heals a deep wound, is Love, a Love that is much greater than the Wound. 
You have to do in life what makes you feel alive and happy, no matter what any one thinks or judges- you have to define and create your own reality- reality is what you architect it to be....and you cant accept others limitations.
Money, for anything but Love, is slavery.
You can be rich in freedom, living up to your own happiness, rather than defined by social stigmas and vanities, and monetary expectations, slaving in a life you don't enjoy. 
Real Value is in Love and Freedom. 

If you cant right now, make money off what you love to do, save towards it, work towards it, do everything for it, build it, study it if you need to, and you are instantly emancipated. For you are mastering your destiny, and Freedom, rather than being a victim of circumstance. 

Like a bird sings, purely because it is its nature to be happy and sing, we need to live in accordance with our Nature, and do what makes us sing. Not build up prisons around our nature, so we cant hear our soul sing anymore

Our everyday choices are so powerful. Every time we enter a supermarket or shopping center, we engage, actively, in a process. When we purchase products tested on animals, we actively are participating in extremely graphic torture. This is reality. That is what you pay for, when you purchase animal tested beauty products. A horrific and very ugly industry, no beauty in it at all. And, what kind of chemicals-go into your body, the products are so toxic, they need to be tested? Either the body is a temple of LOVE, or a science experiment. Products that are Actually GOOD for you, don't need to be tested, at all.
Value, is paramount to Vanity. Having Value for life, and the consciousness of others, is emancipation.
It is so so easy to make these changes, even just little by little, each day, and it makes a HUGE difference, to the world, and other life. We are so powerful in our Choices.

Even an ant, shows great fear when its existence is threatened. They have the ability to show fear, love, and value life the way we do. It is a universal dance of life, we are all connected in. We should be merciful, to others, and the consciousness we all share. If I have tears rolling down my face- people know I'm upset. This is exactly how other life communicates to us. With non-verbal expression. We would be in great trouble, if we judged peoples intelligence on OUR ability to UNDERSTAND them. 
Evolution, is Love.

The Soul, has more value than the exterior. We need to see the Core, for all the hollow shells surrounding them.

Sometimes we can't see the Great Sea of Binah, for all the Thirst of the Desert of the Abyss

The Spine

The Vav is the Bridge, 
The Bridge between the heavens and the earth.
Vav is the nail, which connects the Heavens and the Earth, our Souls union with the Divine manifest on earth

The Two Spines, the merging of two Souls, ISIS and OSIRIS.

One must become a Master of Balance, aligning the Chakras to the the perfect flow of the Universe. We are wed with all of creation, and the Chakras resound with the splendor of the entirety of creation. 

The journey from the Abyss

The Valley of Pyramids is formed by Metatrons Cube.
A Unicursal Hexigram Aligns over the Heart and Womb. 
The Abraxas.

Alchemists Gold, the Soul.

The Moon is Born behind Isis,
This Opera is the Birth of the Moon.

Temple of ISIS

There is no 'Self', that is removed from Love. 

I eat therefore I am- a temple of Pranic Ecstasy. 
An Orchestra of Nutrients should be fed in to a temple of Great Love. 

Ovid describes the Head-dress of ISIS,
In the 'Metamorphoses'

My ISIS has a head-dress of Spine as her beastly connection to Nature
And it Weds above with the Universe, the Divine, the connection of ISIS to the Heavens.

She is Both High Priestess, and Beast-ess of Nature

Her Parents are NUIT and GEB, the Goddess of the Heavens, and God of the Earth
Like a A Rex Mundi, and Regina Caeli; King of the Earth, and Queen of the Heavens.

Above ISIS in her Connection to the Divine
Are the phases of the Moon, Waxing to Waning- the Widow, to Bride.

From the Right, the Widow, Grief
then Divine Intervention, Pax Aeterna
To the Bride. Love. Lux Aeterna.

The Heavens- the Universe connected to the Spine, and the Glass Pyramid- The Louvre

Constellations of the Great Hare, and the Wolf.
Sometimes the Agnus Dei hides in the Wolves Clothing, the Lupus Clothing, or, the Beasts Clothing.
Lupus- the Wolf, is THERION in Greek, the great Beast.

Run with Wolves, and learn to Howl at the Moon.

High Priestess of Infinite Time and Spac

Lepus the Hare
And Kundalini Snake, wed with the Infinite

The Orange Chakra- Sacral Chakra (creativity and sexuality), is beneath the Heart for a reason...because sexuality is ruled by the Heart. 

There is no Tantra like Great Love, everything else is hollow.

I, Like Crowley, leave my Gomel- Camels footprints on the Desert of the Abyss....

Vi Veri Veniversum Vivus Vici
(I, by the way of Truth, while living, have conquered the entire Universe)

Depiction of the Magister Templi


High Priestess
Letter Gimel
The Moon

©  Sapphire Frater